AkImA No NiKkI

I am someone who takes full rensponsibility of my actions and words,therefore I think before I speak,and sometimes I prefer to say nothing.But I keep silence most of the time,especially when in groups.I only talk much when I know who I am with,who's beside me,and who am I talking to.Not many people that could make me feel easy to speak,bu there are such people.They are faqie,azwa,dayah,memey,fazer,sarah and some of my childhood friends..Among thousands of friends I have and thousands af people I know,they are the special persons that could make me easy to express although there are limits to each of them..But still,I wish that they will find their happiness because they brought mine.The happiness I never seem to have since I was little,and I seldom care about it too,thinking it wasn't important...Thank you.

A blog about my life huh...I know that sounds stupid and all,but it's something I need for myself.The reason I left SMIP is because I have some family problems.My family's adding a new member,which means I'm having a new baby sister who is now almost 2 years old.Eventhough I treasure them the most,family still comes first.My big sis's going to University and that makes me the oldest child in the house.I'm close to her,sometimes,cause we do fight like any other normal sisters.Adding my new baby sister,Mia,that would make my siblings 5 including myself.Starts with my big sis,me,my 12 years old little bro,my 8 years old little bro,mom and dad. Mom and dad..As far as I remember,sis and I were not very close to mom and dad when we were young.We don't really talk to them,either.

28th July 2010 It has been almost a year now since I left SMK Ismail Petra.And since I left Faqie,or known as Nanami Luchia in my stories.My real age this year is 14 which they call the maximum rebellious age.Ever since I left SMIP,I started writing-or to be more specific,typing-fanfics about our lives.I started with the characters,Takemoto Ryushi,Nanami Luchia,Hosho Hanon,Kuwamoto Karen and Hayade Seira as me,Faqie,Azwa,Dayah and Memey.I miss them so much that I always waits for their calls and sometimes I call them myself,but they doesn't pick up often because they're busy.I know that. I write because whenever I write about them,I feel them by my side,comforting me to live on,supporting me with their laughters,like they always do..But creating a blog never occured to me though,cause I didn't think that it would be necessary until my cousin-or cousin to cousin-Sarah asked me to make one.I hope someday,they would be able to find this site and read this blog because I want t