AkImA No NiKkI

Y0. It's been a while since my last post.Let's just say that I'm too 'busy' with a bit homework and babysitting at home.hahahaha~~~ XD But there's some latest news on Faqie and I want to report it as soon as possible!(report to who exactly????) Finally Faqie decided to open up to me.She decided to tell me about what happened between her and her stupid,non-beneficial,idiotic,big-arsed,dorky,jerky,crazy fiancee'.Man,I really want to spit the cursing on that jerk-arsed guy.He really gets on my nerves whenever Faqie talks about him. >=( Good thing Faqie kicked his stupid big-arsed ass before I do.She kicks better than I do,it's just that she's a bit softy when it comes to him.Well,it's expected actually,since he is her first love and their dads are bestfriends,I'm guessing she is going soft on that shit is because she doesn't want to ruin their dads' relationships...She's having a hard time,trying to restrain herself to not beat th

A few weeks ago,I received a message from Faqie,it was a weird message and it reads.. " I'm looking for something that is missing in me,but I don't know what it is .. There's so many things that you didn't know about me .. I don't even know about my own past..I don't know what makes me forgot all those things but it gave me a feeling that they hurts...I've been looking the missing thing inside me for ages but I can't find it..." At that time,I was wondering why would she thinks something so foolish,yet sometimes so brilliant?? I even wondered if she have an alter ego or something which I accidentally happen to have....T__T|||.. I was thinking of replying her this: "yah! whaddaya mean I don't know a lot about you?! yes,I DO not know about your past,your childhood memories,your childhood friend,I don't even know how your parents look like! but I know you the way you are now,I don't know why but the moment we chatted together in t

-sigh- It's a long relief..I've been having a few problems one after another these few weeks and it's a long relief that I have overcame them,and last night nee-san(sis) came home from her IPG in Terengganu,Malaysia.Finally,it's been a while since I needed help around the house.. (TxT) well,I've been thinking of giving Azwa a call because it's been almost half a year since our last conversation and I really miss her so-very-cute-squeaking voice when she's excited or happy~~ XD Oh,in my fanfics stories,I made Ryushi(me) and Hanon(Azwa) as a couple because Ryushi is a guy,I mean,genuinely-biologically a guy and Azwa and I always use words like couples use when we texts each other,besides we were always being commented by most of our friends that we look like a real couple if I was a boy that is..(-v-)/ Today,I would like to write about Azwa only~ X) Faqie and I met Azwa in February 2009 and we got close in just 1 week because she was accidentally sleeping in t

yesterday I talked to Sarah,my cousin.She maybe a year younger than me,but she is the ONLY person who knows this,(well,since she read my blog,it's no wonder she knew)about me and faqie,about the back stabbing thing.I wanted to tell her,who is Faqie..I wanted to describe Faqie to her..But,when I wanted to say it,I got the wrong words with wrong meanings.I wanted to tell her how Faqie had this huge impact in my life,but I can't get the right words..I kept saying "ummm.." or "uh.." like I can't find the right thing to say.Perhaps Faqie is indescribable,but I know her,I know her attitude,her style,her looks,her voices,her tones,and even her handwriting.. Today,I'm alone at home with my little brother because the others went to pick up my sis from her IPG.I was opening my pen drive when I saw a video that I made when I was in the hostel.I opened the video,there was Faqie with her school uniform on a bed in my dorm,at that time we were alone because the ot