First Post

My first post in 2013.
Hey,y'all.

 I'm currently taking a break from homework.
I'm doing my BM komsas pholio.*rolls eye*

 Well,I'm 17 this year.Aaand I suppose there's not much to say about that.The studies go on like usual and there isn't much changes than last year's.
Except this year,my ex is my classmate.Bummer.(=____=)-o
Akiko called me out about ignoring him in class.Well,what was I supposed to do,talk to him? About what,his dickness? He ignored me first so I'm practically innocent,okay? If he talks to me,I'll talk to him.Yeeesh,Akiko.(T^T")
That piece of shit of school is driving me nuts.Stop with the political programs already and let us study in peace!
We come to school to learn other stuff you morons not to participate in your stupid petty ridiculous politic schemes that had nothing to do with us.
Stupid stupid stupid stupid politic adults.
Just die already.
Ahhh,I don't want to be an adult.(-____-)-o
So troublesome.

 I miss Azwa and Faqie so much.(TT^TT)
Wa's birthday just passed(6th of Feb) and I thought of keeping her present for her until we meet again.
I miss Azer and Syaf too.It's lonely when all of us are busy attending each's own life.*sigh* I keep havin' study sessions with Akiko lately at her house and it's okay because only her brother who is 15 years old was home with her.
Last week,her cuzzin came to her house and coincidentally bumped into me.I wasn't wearing glasses at the time so I didn't see his face very well and besides,it was dark at the time.Around 7 p.m.
But I knew he stared at me.I'm short-sighted so I see him because he was close.And he followed me when I was heading out,poking his head by the door behind Akiko.It was weird but I didn't say anything,neither did Akiko though I dunno if she noticed her cuzzin's weird behaviour.
Isn't it rude to stare at strangers?
I mean,I was wearing a very decent and normal attire.(T____T)
Ah well,it's not like we're gonna meet second time.*shrug*

 Oh jeez,it's almost 5 a.m.
well,better continue my work before Dad wakes up.
They don't usually care when I sleep but I'd rather take cautious moves.
I will not be lectured early in the goddamn morning.*huff*

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