kairou ni itai~~~!!!!!! DDx

Dammit~~~!!!!!! DDDxxx I hate this stupid vacation! I don't want to go to a family vacation!! I just want to stay the damn home and sleep dammit!!!! Have anyone asked whether I'd like to go or not instead of just dragging me wherever they want??!!! I"M TIRED FOR GOD'S SAKE AND I PRETTY DAMN WELL WANNA GO HOME AND FUCKING STAY HOME AND SLEEP!!!!!!!!!

Okasan,otosan,it's not like I don't like going to a vacation but please...I'm fucking seriously tired after weeks full of non-stop study and extra-classes,I'm not getting enough sleep lately and that's not really what I'm worried about..I'm DAMN tired..Agh...(sigh) I don't mind the not enough sleep part but I pretty mind about the whole dragging-me-around-like-I'm-some-kind-of-doll stuff.I have enough pushes from the teachers and from myself and I deliberately think that I don't need yours to push me more or I WILL call the mental ambulans to pick me up. 

Guys,guess where I am right now.I'm in a cheap chalet called De' Bali or something like that at Tok Bali,Pasir Putih,Kelantan,Malaysia.My mom and dad literally dragged me and my sis here right after I finished my tuition classes this morning.2 hours sitting in the car makes my butt hurts.-__-||||

'Great',it's not easy to get a day off without any tuition or extra classes and now they made me spent it in a low,old,scary chalet who didn't even had a proper bathroom.Well,what a 'superbly great' way to make my life more miserable than it already is now,mom,dad. (-__-)

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