"big girls don't cry"

I..I totally can't believe you,Sarah..Why would you do so much for me?? I am the second part in your family,I'm not your siblings or your nearest cousins,because I'm your cousin-to-cousin.But you are so...Willing to sacrifice so much for me,even more than your own family...Why?? Sorry,but curiosity beats everything.

Sometimes I wish you were older than me,cause you're way more matured than I am.If you were,then I would have no hesitation to express all of me to you.But since you are my kohai that means I have to show you a good example.Damn,your comment made me half cried.I was so touched...Frankly speaking,no one have ever asked me that before...And I'm quite surprised that a kid a year younger than I am would asked me that..To be a guardian to the cage,is a hard job..Cause my angels may come later than they were suppose to come,or never at all...And it will be a burden to you,frankly,I'm quite heavy hearted to give you that key..

But,I thank you so much...Your attention is very touching,and it makes me feel like home.Thank you,Sarah.Someday,I want to introduce you to them,to Faqie and Azwa..

Ireally hope that you guys could meet someday,because they would thank you too and I want to see my angels and the guardian shake hands. X)

Once again,thank you,Sarah..

XDD

Comments

  1. Airi KisekiOctober 27, 2010 at 8:36 AM

    I really wanna sacrifice anything that I can to you because you're the only person that I can tell all my problems, listen to my gibberish and nonsense talks, and become a crazy + total otaku together~~ XDD I didn't even become this open to my sis since she's damn more matured than me and even if she's doesn't, if I told her my problems etc she's really gonna laugh at me -__-''

    *Sarah's childish imagination xD*

    Una: Sarah, this is Faqi, Azwa *points to them*. Faqi, Azwa this is Sarah *points to me*

    *Sarah, Faqi and Azwa shaked their hands*

    Sarah: damn Una, Azwa are hella beautiful!! xDDD

    *Azwa blushing*

    Faqi: ahahaha, that's my mommy and daddy~ >o</ they matched quite well right?

    Sarah: yeah, yeah~ they're perfect couple!! XDD

    Una: yah, yah.. don't become crazy quickly, both you..

    Azwa: hey, are you guys hungry? momma gonna cook for you guys so wait here okay? ^^



    LOL XDDD

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  2. FarahOctober 28, 2010 at 3:37 AM

    haha,I wish that would be true~~~ XDD The three of us would go insane talking about mermaid melody all day long except for Azwa,she's not into anime much~~

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  3. Airi KisekiOctober 28, 2010 at 8:47 AM

    hahaha, I wonder what'll she do then xD

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  4. FarahOctober 28, 2010 at 8:34 PM

    well,she'll probably just listen to us or she could go to sleep,that's the things she does when she gets bored.Sometimes she'll disturb me to lay off the boringness,she's quite evil ya noe...XDD

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  5. Airi KisekiOctober 30, 2010 at 5:47 AM

    LOL, mummmy~ don't be so evilll~~ xDDD

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  6. FarahOctober 31, 2010 at 1:30 AM

    haha,she's not as evil as our princess.I guess that's where our princess learned to be unsympathetic...TxT|||

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