yume ka?

Last night I had a dream.It was a happy dream.The dream I had always wanted to be dreaming about.It started with our usual lives,by 'our' I mean Faqie and I,we started the day with waking up staring at each other's faces and pulling each other's cheeks,I presume that the day would be Thursday then because that was the day that we would usually do that.We greet each other mornings and went off to school,it was weird because it was already 9 am at the time but it seems like the school haven't even started yet...T__T

Then we talked like other normal days would be and somehow we ended up having a discussion about spending the one-week-summer-holidays at my place..Me in the dream was also thinking "this is weird.."..But still,she spend it out at my place anyway.The next day we woke up,after having breakfast,she said she wanted to visit my old school.MY PRIMARY SCHOOL.Me in the reality world was shocked,but me in the dream just smiled genuinely and said "ok,whatever you want,princess.".We went there and the kids were still schooling because different areas have different holidays-in my dream,that is-..(T__T)..

Then the most shocking thing happened,her ex-fiancee' suddenly showed up in the dining room(where we are now)!!!!!He rushed to us and grabbed her arms fiercely,the moment his hand touched her skin,I automatically slammed my fist to his face and caused a broken nose there.Me in the reality world smiled and laughed while sleeping.Faqie was dead shocked,he too.Oh yeah,not to mention,the ass's family and Faqie's family was there too-I don't know how they ended up there but hey,it's my dream,I can fly if I want to-watching us from a safe distance.He fell and I picked him up with a grit in my teeth and said "you dare to come here and touch her,ignoring my presence nearby..You really are wishing for death,aren't you? After all that you've done to her,I'm not gonna let you pass from me that easy,dude.." and his family was like,"stop! what are you doing to my son?!" I glared at them,and having no respect at the elders,I said,"your stupid assed son has harassed my bestfriend by trying to force a kiss on her lips!! He had also cheated on her by having an unknown bitch behind your back!! This is how you raised him??!! By being a son of a bitch??!!" Their mouth were jacked open as if flies could just gulped in.But said nothing.So are Faqie's family.I didn't give a damn shit and continued kicking the guy till he bleeds.Faqie just sat behind me and watched while cheering for me,the other schooling kids just watched too and the teachers did nothing about it.

I kept punching him over and over,yelling at him of how much had he hurted Faqie's heart,and I was crying as well.After he could not stand up anymore,I was beginning to feel tired and sat back.I cried,sobbing hard,and muttered "you damn arsed son of a bitch..I won't let you go near her again..You made her tears flow,you are the cause that both of us got hurt..The same pain she felt..I felt it too...And I know how much it hurts..Go to hell,you..I'll kill you and make sure you go to hell for it.." He lied there,helpless and almost breathless.I cried and cried,and suddenly felt a slipping arms around me,I turned and saw Faqie hugging me.She cried too and she hugged me tightly and said,"thanks for being so caring about me,thanks for being the most bestfriend for me,and thank you for making our family realise that our engagement were wrong in the first place,and also thank you so much for beating him into a pulp.." I chuckled.She chuckled.The kids around us chuckled.Their families didn't.The son of a bitch didn't.

After the tiring day,their families were asking apologies from me.The son of a bitch's family apologised to Faqie and her family and me.Faqie's family were thanking me,for what?? For saving their eldest daughter.She smiled and firmly hold my arms,I laughed,a very pleasant laugh.Finally they realized that they were stupid to let Faqie engaged to that son of a bitch.We went back to my home and played the whole day with nothing to be guilty of and nothing to be cry of.There was no pain at all.

Then my dad woke me up.The dream vanished instantly the moment I opened my eyes into the reality.I hear my dad shouts,"Husna!!! wake up and take your bath!! you're gonna be late for school!!" and at the very moment,I feel like I wanted to slaughter myself so that I could go back to that disappearing dream.I cursed the morning for arriving and the night for leaving.And I cursed myself for waking up that minute.The dream was so real,the pain was no longer felt,the sense of my feet and fists shoving them into his face and body felt so real.My tears were warm on my cheeks,and her tears were warm on my shoulders.Her arms felt so comfortable around me.I wished I have never woke up at all....(T___T)

Why oh why did I wake up?? why oh why did God bring me back to life?? why oh why did my dad shouts so loud in the morning?? why oh why is her house so far from mine?? why oh why can't I beat that son of a bitch into a real pulp?? I felt like crying nonsenselessly when typing these...