finally

Last night I received a message from Faqie through my mom's phone.Well,I was shocked actually,never thought that fazer could make it through with them.I asked for fazer's help to get their numbers back and since faqie and azwa weren't really the type that talks to guys they don't know,I was pretty worried that he would get kicked before he had a chance to say anything...T___T But then,he made it~~!!!! XD The moment I heard faqie's voice again,it was like I had come back from the dead.I felt so happy! But still,something made me cry that night,first from happiness,the second was from guilt...


Faqie: Hello??? farah?? is that you??? (probably didn't recognise me cause I used mom's number)


me:yes,baby.It's papa.(we use the 'family' calling lately)


faqie:farah??? God,I've been trying to contact your number for the last few weeks and you didn't even responded to me!! what happened??


me:sorry princess,my phone got stolen along with my SIM card so I had to wait a few weeks to get your number back.Trust me,I was suffering too the few last weeks.So I had no choice to contact you but to use my mom's number.Truthfully speaking,I was really happy to be able to hear you again..


faqie:me too..Man,if I knew who that shitty arsed culprit was,I would give anything to have that body to be sliced up to dices and cut that head and crushed the body to bits and hand the police the only remains of the body and the head!!I missed you a lot!!


me:yeah,papa misses you too,baby.So,how's school?? have you eaten?? and how's hostel??


faqie:school's fine,papa.Dinner?? yeah,ate already.Hmmm...Hostel,not too good.


me:not too good?? what happened,sugar?? did you fought with someone??


faqie:well,the same senpai from form 4 I told you about,remember?? she picked up on me and my juniors when we're in the cafeteria.Good thing we fought back,but she was so annoying,I felt like punching her face right at the moment!! UGH!!


me:Ooohhh,the bitch...I remember her,how dare she picked up on my baby..!! don't worry,princess,papa's sure that you can handle that shorty big arsed bitch!


faqie:I know,papa..I know..(-v-)


me:so,how's mama??? (referring to azwa)


faqie:hmm?? mama's fine,doing okay and normal.Just that this guy is harassing us and you know what,papa?? she slapped the guy's back so HARD,that guy almost spat blood! mama was really angry at that time,she slapped the guy 3 times! papa,you're so cool to have mama! XD


me:hehe,truly is mama..That stupid guy deserves it for harassing my queen and my princess!


faqie:oh yeah,I also got a big bruise on my shoulder cause a senpai from form 3 throw a book at me..It fell on my shoulder from my back,and when I checked in the dorm,it forms a big bruise! and it hurts a lot too!! aish,I feel like crying at that time cause it was so painful!!


me:....................


faqie:papa??? you there??? helloooo~~~


me:I'm here,sugar..It's just that...I'm..Sorry..I'm sorry,baby..I'm so sorry..Forgive me..


faqie:what?? what for??


me:for leaving you in the first place,for leaving mama..I should've never left you that day,I should've never stepped out of that room that day...If only..


faqie:papa...st..


me:If only I hadn't left that day,I would've make sure you would be safe,I would've protected you from those humans..If only I hadn't left,I would've been treating all your wounds from your heart to your skin...I was so stupid...Forgive me,baby...forgive me...


faqie:okay,papa,STOP! those are the past now,I don't care anymore..


me:but,but baby...


faqie:don't 'but' me,papa. I know you have rensposibilities to your family,and..Family do comes first,so..mama and I understand your reasons..


me:but still,do forgive me..will ya,princess?


faqie:okay.Apology accepted.


me:.........Okay,well...The night's getting late,you should go to bed now..


faqie:okay..Gudnite,papa..Love u s0 much..


me:gudnite princess,and sweet dreams..And I love you,you know that right?


faqie:yeah,I know...Gudnite.. -hangs up-


me:Love u.. -hangs up-


Really,I cried that time and I felt so guilty...But still,her voice comforted me..


Comments

  1. Airi KisekiOctober 17, 2010 at 9:24 AM

    wow, do you know how amazed I was when I read your post about your talk with faqie? xD

    you're really awesome since you can remember every single word what you guys have talked >o</


    call me aunty? :P

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  2. FarahOctober 18, 2010 at 8:20 PM

    hah,there ain't nothing in the world that can make me forget about their words! aunty?? no way they would want an aunty a year younger than them,u shud be their niece! XDD

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