[A letter to Sarah]

Dear Sarah,
I appreciate that you have been reading my blog recently,and I purposely wrote this to you in my blog because I knew someday you would read it.A few days ago,I recall of reading your blog that you'll reserve your shoulders for me.That kind of thing,is not needed although thank you for your kindness.I will give you the reasons.You see,you're a year younger than me.That makes a lot of difference.I appreciate your concern for me and you also listens to my problems,I will express my gratitude as long as I can in the greatest way I can manage,but there are also things you should know.I'm an egoist,even though you reserved your shoulders for me,I will never put anything on them.My ego would never let me bow to a younger kid,plus burdening you with the already problems you have on your own.I can stand on my own,even though I can't.I realise that you too have better things to deal in your life which has nothing to do with me,so don't ask me to add the burden to you.Listening to my problems would be the best thing you have ever done to me and I thank you for that.But still,stick to what you please me best,and that would be the thing that you always do.Listen to me.So this letter ends here,please consider your reservations again.
Oh,and by the way,this is not a threat letter okay? I'm afraid that you would think otherwise if I had talk to you in person,because I don't know to express myself.
Yours sincerely,
Farah husna.

Comments

  1. Airi KisekiOctober 25, 2010 at 8:33 AM

    wow, a threat letter? [okay okay I'm just kidding~]

    nahh, it's okay! It's great enough that I can be someone who you're willing to talk to~
    I wonder what will happen if I'm a year older than you? xDDD [silly dream LOL]

    it's awesome thinking that we talked more freely in blogs XD;;



    hey, can I be a guardian that guards the cage you're staying?
    I maybe can't shoo away the rats of your life but,
    I'm beside you, listening to your problems while waiting for the angels to come
    Holding the key of your cage
    And I'll give it to your two angels who will come and free you

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  2. FarahOctober 27, 2010 at 6:36 AM

    Wow....I..I don't know what to say,sarah..You're...You're so,willing to do this for...ME??? sometimes I wondered...WHY???

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