Akiramenai!!!! (>0<)/

Akiramenai!!!! 
Zettai akiramenain dakara,hottoite o!!!! DDDDxxx
*Translation --> (I won't give up!!! No matter what I won't give up so,leave me alone!!!! DDDDxxx)


*Forgive the sudden opening burst.*


Of course,I did say that we could be friends as long as he keeps his line between friendship and beyond.
And I also told him outright that he shouldn't try anything funny because I know his current girlfriend.I tried my best to think positive and take his flirts as casual words that I exchange everyday with my other guys but,I strongly advise him to never cross my patience.
I admit,sometimes I myself gets carried away,
especially when I am tired and at my vulnerable moments of defence.But I am determined.


I will NOT make the same mistake twice.
There's an idiom,"once bitten twice shy" which is the perfect idiom I would use right now.


No matter how hard he try to get back together with me,I shall not lower my defences! (>^<)/
I already know what kind of a guy he is,and I never have given him my full trust.
I am glad I didn't,given that he did not appreciate me after I accepted him.I was very glad and content for a long time after we broke up than I have ever been since we dated.
He didn't want me,he just wanted the adventure of tackling me.And after he got me,the fun is over which was why I presumed our relationship got instantly on edge.



He's using the same tactics to get me back and hell no it ain't workin'.
Sorry pal,you had your chance.I forgave you and we're in great state as friends.Please don't blow it off.


DO NOT TEST MY PATIENCE RIGHT NOW.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Nightmare in White

 Last night, I had the most horrible dream. Recently, I've gotten the habit of sleeping on the couch, being the couch potato that I am. Most days, I'm too tired to carry my ass up to my bedroom and sleep properly on my bed. Days when I'd forget to do my night skincare and then regret it horribly the next day.  Same case happened last night. I took a shower, ate dinner on the couch with Natsume Yuujinchou on, and fell asleep. It tends to be cold downstairs in the living room at night, and I was wearing short shorts so my legs were freezing. I briefly remember pulling a blanket over my legs in my sleep haze. The details of my dream are hazy by now, but I can still feel the intense disgust and horror at the bottom of my throat. There was the air of something big happening, bustling noises of people moving. There was someone walking beside me, mumbling noises in the background. Everything in my eyesight was filled the golden color, as if we were walking in a ripe wheat field by
Read more

A Semblance of Balance

Image
Hi, guys. It's been a while. No worries, I have my reason, which entails two words. Mom, and the black sheep. Mom was pissed he wouldn't go to school 'cause he stayed up late surfin' the net, so she confiscated the wi-fi. It's connected now for the weekend 'cause my baby bro is home for the moment and he pleaded the case with Dad. Way to go, baby bro! x3 That said, I'll only post a few stuff here and there for these two days. Now, regarding my last post, it was the first night after many many months of self-recovery a relapse of that degree. As I stated, it used to happen frequently during my high school days, usually when I am alone because of course I would never have them when I am with my sis or my baby bro since those voices have no place in my head when I am happy and content. I locked the door, and spent the night retching in the toilet bowl. I had records, but they were all gone with the flood. So that's that. Funnily, the urge had grown
Read more

"Toukan Koukan" ; Exchange of equal value

Image
Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood is the best of the best anime can offer.  I resolutely stand by this statement, even when there are countless of other animes that can teach us many things such as Gosick, Soul Eater, The Children who Chased Lost Voices, Code Geass, Sword Art Online, Tokyo Ghoul, No 6, and many more I could name. The first moment I finished FMAB, it felt like I had gone through a life and came out in tatters. So much truth put in one series. So much life. Especially when it's adorned with death. When has it not? Life and Death goes hand in hand. The one thing I love the most was the First Law of Alchemy, Equivalent Exchange. It is fair, is it not? To give all and take nothing is arguably noble. Modern people would say it's stupid and wasteful. Wise people would know that there is something more at work than the naked eyes. On the other hand, to take all and give nothing is selfish. No arguments. I don't watch these things for entertainme
Read more