Tsukareta...

Yo. :)


Guess I'm not gonna have much time from now on,I'm 16 this year.So I was thinking,no,Mom was thinking that I've gotta give it all for these two years.


I'm kinda confused tho,Mom(and everyone else) said that SPM is THE great point where it will lead your future,but Onee-san said otherwise.
Before she left for her IPG,she said to me,that don't let that kind of shit gets into my head."those things are all huge stupid fucking loads of shitty crap!!" was the exact words she had said,while flailing her arms in the midair.
[yeah,she kinda look like this at the moment.]
Yeah..that.
And I am currently so very upset at the time,very sorry for any inconvenience.

I've always wanted to take Tasawwur as my choice of additional subject,I've taken quite a deep interest of it because I often sneak my sister's notes of them.
They're very...Deep.and touching.
Then,somehow,the school has chosen for us.Every class HAS to take a different additional subject,and we can't change.
Somehow the word "free to choose" has changed to "compulsive to choose".
And apparently,my class has been given the Accountancy Princips as our additional subject.and yes,I was dumbfounded.
So it is to say that,my heart sank.Ha ha.

Ah,Happy New Year everyone.Pardon the late greeting.^^
I've been re-reading Harry Potter,and Twilight these days.Just because there's really nothing new to read.
Onee-san has brought my two best books,'Cut' and 'Haunting Violet' to her IPG.
They're the newest in the rack. (^v^)


 

Haha,it seems like I'm getting fond of the way they speak in Harry Potter,book version,of course.
Syuhada's english are indeed very alike,she speaks British-like..;)
Of course,it was very original.I've known her ever since we were 8.

And lastly,please forgive my inconvenience,for I think that there will be much time difference between this and my next-to-come-post.
Perhaps I will have some time at the end of this year.This year will be a busy busy year for us,won't it? *smiles*

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