AkImA No NiKkI

Hey y'alls.How's life treatin' you? Well,for SPM students,I can say it's pretty much okay.Um,scratch that,that was meant for me.What I'm saying is life is quite okay at the moment. Trial is few weeks away and I dunno why but I'm kinda relaxed about it.Everyday,I just continue my routines as always.Study when I have studying to do and play when I have some time for myself. Which basically means reading a book (or book s ) or facing the PC for something.Lately I've started to bring books home from the library-I've brought them home legally and confirmed through the authorized system so no worries. Given that I'm an introvert most of the time,when I hold books in my hand I seldom pay attention to the things around me.When I have something to read,I read in whatever way possible;be it walking,lying,shopping or even talking. something like this... *sigh* There are a lot of good books in the library...=////=   *dreamy* That's books.

Last Monday,on 15th July,our neighbours caught some thieves red-handed.Well,close to catching them but they got away. Mom,Dad,Mukhlis,Mia and I were just coming home from Tarawih when we saw a crowd in front of our next-door neighbour's house.Apparently they seem to be trying to catch those thieves when they were about to break into the house.Tho they didn't get to steal anything 'cause the neighbours got home in time. Dad went into our house first to check if it's safe to go in.When he gave us the okay,we went in.I was in the bathroom,taking 'wuduk' to pray 'hajat' when I heard a loud "DANG!" sound.I looked around,baffled. Was it from the neighbour on the other side?  But there aren't any cars in their garage and the house was dark.I'm pretty sure no one's in.It sounded like someone was stomping their foot. I shrugged it off,thinking that maybe I imagined it.Then,when I was washing my face,I heard it again.A loud "DANG!&

Right now is fine.Just like this. For now,this is the closest thing i could refer to as 'happy'.Maybe it's not the real thing,but at least it is enough.Just like this,I am content. It cannot replace the warmth of Qie's hand on mine nor the happiness when I see Wa's smile directed at nobody but me,but it is enough for me to keep waking up every morning and continue. At the very least,opening my eyes no longer feels like waking up to hell every day. Eventhough I can't see nor feel their touch,just their voice is more than enough.We are connected through our hearts,that much had been told by a teacher of mine-that when two different person loves each other,a 'line' is built to connect our hearts. Therefore,one can feel what the other is feeling. Qie's voice in my head and Wa's words in my heart,I would keep going. Not that it would be the only thing that does,I do have other reasons. For Mom and Dad. For myself. I want this glory for them

Few days ago,I re-watched SAO with Mukhlis.I have no intention of finishing it that instant since I could always re-watch it again another time. Somehow,watching Kirito again reminded me that one thought when I first watched SAO.My first thought of Kirito was "This guy sounds like Syaf." .Honestly,it was nothing more than a passing thought,but that was my first impression of Kirito. I've never equalized a character with a real person before.Even if I did,I couldn't remember.Mostly for references or comparison ,yeah,but equalize ? Being an otaku ,I have a line between the real world and the anime world .So that it won't get messed up.I like to keep things where they belong,the type that don't mix work with personal. Work is work,personal is personal . That way I can focus more and get them done efficiently. But to me,Syaf seems more of both. We met online.We became acquaintances based on pure passion for animes online.Though the texts we exchange in re