Okay,new post! I know my English is bad and I'm terribly sorry for those who have read my blog..Plus,I created this thing for one purpose and only one,to let them know how much I miss them..That I will always love them for the rest of my life.. True,life here in my hometown isn't so bad cuz I have my family and some friends at school..But I still misses them because we used to live under one roof which is at the hostel,we woke up together,walked to school together,had recess together,even slept together and almost everything that we did in our everyday lives,we did it together.That what makes our friendship special and I know that we realized that our bond are tighter than we think..Besides,frankly speaking,I've never contacted any of my old friends after graduated from primary school unless they contacted me first.After I met Faqie,I thought that this relationship is just the same like the others,but when I moved back to my hometown,I realised that I began to call her every week and if I wasn't thinking of her conditions and mine,I would call her every single day right after school!She is special for me,because she was there when I needed someone by my side the most,sometimes I thought she was just like me when I was a kid.Most of my friends are easily predictable and had this sides of optimistic,happy-go-lucky,naughty,a little bit funny behaviour and all..But her,she doesn't have those sides,in fact,the more I know her,the more she looks like..me! not by face or physically but emotionally,through the way of thinking,psychologically and I think that's why we seem to understand each other more than anybody else..because we are the same..
Nightmare in White
Last night, I had the most horrible dream. Recently, I've gotten the habit of sleeping on the couch, being the couch potato that I am. Most days, I'm too tired to carry my ass up to my bedroom and sleep properly on my bed. Days when I'd forget to do my night skincare and then regret it horribly the next day. Same case happened last night. I took a shower, ate dinner on the couch with Natsume Yuujinchou on, and fell asleep. It tends to be cold downstairs in the living room at night, and I was wearing short shorts so my legs were freezing. I briefly remember pulling a blanket over my legs in my sleep haze. The details of my dream are hazy by now, but I can still feel the intense disgust and horror at the bottom of my throat. There was the air of something big happening, bustling noises of people moving. There was someone walking beside me, mumbling noises in the background. Everything in my eyesight was filled the golden color, as if we were walking in a ripe wheat field by
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