I MISS THEM I MISS THEM I MISS THEM I MISS THEM,OH I SO FREAKING MISS THEM RIGHT NOW~~!!!! HOW MANY DAYS IT HAVE BEEN SINCE I LAST CALLED THEM,2 WEEKS?????? GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! -screamed to the top of my longs and take a few minutes to breath or die due to not enough air-
GAAAAHHHH~~~!!!! -a shorter scream as I am short of air here-
I MISS THEM,I NEED THEM BY MY SIDE FOR EVERY SECOND OF MY FREAKING DAMN LIFE~~~!!!!! IF THIS FEELING OF MISS IS GOING TO BE THE CAUSE OF MY COMING DEATH I'D RATHER TO NOT HAVE ANY FEELINGS AT ALL~~~!!!! -shouted the almost dying noona of the house-
SOMEONE SAVE ME~~~ AND I'D LIKE THAT 'SOMEONE' TO BE THEM PLEASE~~~~~ I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT OF HOW I LOOK LIKE RIGHT NOW I JUST WANT THEM TO BE BY MY SIDE AGAIN~~~!!!!! -looks like the noona of the house had just gone deep down to the earth and we would know just by hearing the hysterical laugh and cries that echoes in the house of the Wan Yahya family-
I MISS FAQIE'S SLEEPY FACE WHEN SHE WOKE UP BESIDE ME,AZWA'A LAUGHTER WHEN FAQIE OR I FALLS OUT OF BED,DAYAH'S CRIES WHEN WE PISSED HER OFF AND MEMEY'S SLAPS WHEN WE TICKLED HER TO TEARS~~~!!!! I JUST SOOOO DAMN MISS THEM FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT'S HOLY~~!!!!!! -if someone thinks that the noona of the house needs an ambulance to the mental hospital,means you have the same idea as mine-
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING TO REPLACE THE THINGS WE DID TOGETHER LIKE SITTING ON THE COUCH WHILE READING THEIR MESSAGES,LYING ON THE BED WHILE THINKING OF THEM,WRITING ON A PAPER OF HOW MUCH I MISS THEM AND TYPING ON THIS BLOG OF HOW MUCH PAIN OF MISSING THEM~~~????!!!!! -that is,if those things ARE replaceable (I personally don't think so)-
last but not least,GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-and that's how the three screams of the noona of the house got her head dizzy and fainted due to no air-
THE END

Comments

  1. FarahAugust 19, 2010 at 10:55 PM

    I think I broke my lungs out when typing those......(T__T)...

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  2. Airi KisekiAugust 21, 2010 at 3:08 AM

    yah, did you REALLY scream? don't worry, I've had that kind of feeling before. *pat* *pat*

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  3. FarahAugust 23, 2010 at 8:52 PM

    dude,I SCREAMED to the top of my lungs... they are my reasons of living,THEY are a part of me..

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  4. Airi KisekiAugust 31, 2010 at 7:06 AM

    wow, looks like you have a really strong heart there; a heart that can hold all your feelings.. T__________T
    how can you pretend to have a happy face? Deep in your heart, you hurt so much..

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  5. FarahSeptember 4, 2010 at 12:39 AM

    well,that's an advantage of having a poker face.no one can know whether you're really smiling or it's just a fake smile. hahaha

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