yabe...

Ugh..Yabe..Yabe...Know why?? Because I HAD to forgive the worst guy on earth..Know who is he?? LUCHIA'S FIANCEE'.I just bought my new number yesterday,and called Luchia that very night.It was thrilling to hear her voice again,I was reborn.Then she told me she wanted to move out from the hostel,I asked her why,she said she doesn't know.Probably bored from the fights with the form 4 seniors,but if she moved out from the hostel,it would be very hard to get to school in time.Her house was like a thousand miles away from KB! But then,it's her choice,if she wanted to drop out from hostel,I can't do anything about it which is the most hateful thing in my life.Then I asked her,if she go back home every day from school she would have to meet the wrathful fiancee' of hers and she said,dead people can't meet the living.I repeat,"DEAD PEOPLE CAN'T MEET THE LIVING". I was kinda surprised,wow,my wish was granted that fast?? I asked her,is this true?? Can she send me the death certificate for affirmation?? She laughed and said,it'll get to me sooner. I gasped. Dude....This is so unbelievable...I mean like,so definitely super duper unbelievably unbelievable..For a guy to die that fast right after I wished him so...Although that was supposed to be a happy news,I feel like..Guilty..I mean,Luchia loved him and she doesn't sound happy when she gave me the news,well,I guess that was normal..Since he IS her first love,and no matter what he did to her,she seem to easily forgive him.And eventhough she didn't asked me to forgive him or something like that,it's like I can hear her inside voice rather than the her real voice.And she's asking me to forgive him.

Well,seriously,what else can I do except to forgive him when my dearest princess asked me to?? And I forgave him.May he be at peace down there.

XD

Comments

  1. Airi KisekiNovember 25, 2010 at 10:27 AM

    OMG. he really GONE? oh, this is.. so.. unbelievable...

    Now that u said it, even i felt a lil guilty and.. a bit sad? hahaha (wth am i feeling sad? msybe got influenced by the way u told meh bout luchia n 'him')

    anyways, im gonna give him al-fatihah.

    ps: weh, doso ko kito ddk ngato+ngupat ko dio? huk3, parok2..

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  2. FarahNovember 26, 2010 at 1:02 AM

    nah,time tu kito tk tau dio mati doh. Mungkin pasni,kalu ade pluang,aq nk lawat kubur die kot. (I___I)...

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  3. Airi KisekiDecember 6, 2010 at 1:10 AM

    hukkk.. klu nk lawat, maybe aq nk ikot buleh? (as usual, x tau pong buleh ko dok T_T) sob3. may allah bless him..

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  4. FarahDecember 6, 2010 at 7:24 AM

    owkey,ur even hard to have a sleepover some place else,I don't think that would really be true,thou.

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