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Hi.As I said in my last post..I will not be able to post so soon than after each posts.Now if you see what I mean,this IS what I meant.Well,enough about that,let's see what the h*** am I gonna post this time??

Let's see..Not much to say about my family tho,mom and dad are still the same,so is my little bro's and Mia..Ah,Nee-san! I miss her badly already~ plus,she brought all the good stuff with her! Like Nodame Cantabile,How To Train Your Dragon,Hayao Miyazaki Studio,and a lot of K-Pop and J-Pop music videos!! but,never mind that because she's coming home this 27th of January~~~!!!! O YEAH~~~ Sweet new movies is burning up my nostrils man! hahaha~ I miss her..x(

Faqie? not much to say either,we haven't contact each other since the last night we talked.I'm guessing not too okay tho,she's not the type to adjust so easily with the things she got used so much(even though I didn't know her from the day she was born or something like that,it's pretty easy to predict one's action even in far distance when we used to be with her/him 24/7)..Frankly speaking,I don't think she is getting along in the community ever since I left them,Faqie is a non-social type.A little bit like me,but far worse.She HATES people.It's like,what I call human-phobic.Especially guys.Trust me,if an unknown guy randomly checks her out,asks her out on a date or something,that guy's not gonna live longer than he thinks.And because I was less human-phobic,I blended in with her.I made her talk to people and make friends,in summarize,I was the bridge that connects her to the outside world,the social world.When I left,the bridge broke down.She's probably back to the way she was before I met her,only that I'm less worried because she still have our friends to look after her.My little baby princess.x)

Azwa? Usual things.She's normal,just a bit high-tempered.She's easily made friends and she's not a non-social or a sociopath.The things that connects us as 'father' and 'mother' was just our special friendship,we were dorm-neighbours,never recessed with anyone else but each other,and we use the 'family' calling.She's normal.My pretty beautiful 'wife',that is. x)

Hmm..School?? nah,just a little bit confusion.Ya know,with the pressure and stress and all that while in this very form..Being a 15 years old kid is kinda harsh.The teachers with their pressure,parents with theirs,some adults with theirs and others,I know that ALL humans must pass each year and grow until death but can't we just do this with less pain in the a**?? I'm trying to live a year of Form 3 here! Next year,I'm no more a form 3,I'm a form 4,which I presume would be a lot better than this year.Though my presume often strays away form the real thing.Heh.
Well,that should sums it all up.I'll see when I can post again this month. xD

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