AkImA No NiKkI

So I haven't been drawing much lately. Because I've been focused on stitching and keeping tabs on things, there isn't really much pictures in my head to draw. But I have been steadily writing again, on top of doing more stitching projects. Oh, by the way, it's after election week now and I've just gotten back to college a day earlier than expected because fucking drama rehearsal. At least this time it's actually fucking productive and makes me have a smidgeon of faith that we won't completely fuck up the performance and fail. Time at home was good, though. I missed sis and my siblings. I like how they're interested in my stitching projects too 😗💕 It's taking me a while to complete each one since my assignment deadlines are coming up and I have prepared nothing. So.  All nighters till finals it is. No, I'm not gonna talk politics. Never liked it. Maybe the recent change is what "draws the world to Malaysia" right now but hone

It's been couple weeks, yeah. So some shit been solved, some shit turns up. Most of the good shit, like problems with authority and keys and work are doing good. Mostly. Bad shit is, well, as always, people. Fucking goddamn stupid ass dumbfucked people. Y'all might see this as a new progress but my psychiatrist who I been seeing since last 2017 August for every month outside of holidays and semester breaks have told me that my appointments from now are gonna be spread out from once in 2 months. Eventhough I have my monthly pick up meds prescription. Know why? Because last time I saw him, I was to the brink of throwing myself out of the seventh floor of the faculty building. Because goddamn people of this society, this cultural background, have such an ignorant stigma for mental health. I get it. My folks don't even believe in mine still and they think the meds was a one time thing. They don't wanna know how disturbed I get without my daily meds. Hell they don't