AkImA No NiKkI

Oh, hello, young beautiful readers. As you can see from the title, I have devised a strategic and wonderful plan filled with youthful determination to revert myself to the old me who had zero fucks to give. No, I do not need your opinion nor do I want it, but if you are curious to the reasons, you may stay and listen. And remember, whatever it is you have to say, I will smile and politely react with sentences along the lines of "pardon me good person but I do not give a fuck." . I will hear a lot of words from such  reactions such as "immature" , "childish" , "stupid" , "naive" , "bitch" , "asshole" , "annoying" , etc etc. But worry not, for I do not give a fuck. Ah, I can feel the tension and stress slipping away from my bones already. What a wise choice it was, wasn't it? :)) You see, I was a happy and content child. I gave no fucks to everything that wasn't important and I was happy. ...

Yesterday, we had our first drama rehearse in Angsana hall. Of course, our first assignment was to create scripts of our own of which we were to act but still.  Seeing is believing, yes? Much more creating it in spoken words, instead of typing them on paper. Since it was individual scripts, it was individual performance as well. stage fright, man. It's a very real thing. I thought my name wasn't gonna come up because I thought we're going with odd numbers (as usual, my name is the last on the name list) then suddenly, it did. I froze for a while before slowly standing up and making my way to the stage.  Since it's our first ever rehearsal, the hall was empty. Once in front, I didn't spare a look towards the class. I kept my head down and dragged a chair for my opening. My script is, predictably, entitled 'Slenderman's Proxy' . I sat on the chair and posed a sleeping pose. I took a deep breath and summoned my voice project. I did fairly w...

I just finished watching them and if I could rate them 10 stars I would.But because we only have 5 so 5 will have to do. More importantly Ciel's cloootheeesss~~!!!! xDD *squeal* Sakamoto Shougo as Ciel Phantomhive Omigod,those clothes look so real! Which,of course they are and they were sooo beautiful on Ciel aka Sakamoto Shougo in That Butler,Friendship and Yukito Nishii in The Most Beautiful Death In The World - A Thousand Souls And A Fallen Grim Reaper ~ x33 The scene where Ciel was kidnapped by the crazy Viscount Druitt and Sebastian came to the rescue.Muahahahaha~  At first I though Mizushima Hiro played Sebastian but that was in the film when I checked it out.The plays was Matsushita Yuya .He's a singer. OMG the way he pronounced "Yes,My Lord" (Sebastian's trademark line) was perfect!  I never gave a second thought about opera but I realized that the theater had some kind of attraction to it.I'd never thought of the day I'd call ...

It's Fujimi Orchestra all over again.(T____T|||) I bought an anime called "Hoshi wo Ou Kodomo" yesterday.At first I thought it was one of Hayao Miyazaki-san's works(that I didn't know of.) but turns out it wasn't. I really liked Hayao Miyazaki's works but then,never mind,I thought. It was one helluva a story. Seriously,it was a blast .I cried from the middle till the end. The ending,I wasn't crying from the story's ending.I was crying FOR it.Yeah the story's sad all right but the ending was such a crap I cried harder from frustrations. Goddammit it was Fujimi Orchestra bullshit all over again!! (TT^TT) [frustrated.........] Also,it's been almost 5 days since Mia broke my lappy. Last Tuesday,after I got home at 6.40 p.m from tutition classes,I saw the lappy.Looking so 'dead' and untouched on the table. It was weird .Not normal. When I checked it and couldn't started it,Mom dropped the bomb like you...

I have finally watched "Fujimi Orchestra" today.Could've watched it last nite but the broadband went crappy.I've only resumed watching it after I woke up around 12.30 p.m. And it was EXACTLY like Nee-san had said. I was watching halfway when I concluded that this is such a bullshit .I hate Yuuki (or the 5th Generation Kikumaru as Nee-san would put it) . [Morimura Yuuki=Takasaki Shouta] [yup..the very same person..] Why Yuuki WHY ????!!!! Could you not feel the level of devotion and admiration Kei showed you??!! How can you look away from that strong love??!! Did you not see the desperate face of Kei when he could only stare at you from behind??!!!  YUUKI NO BAKKAAAAA!!!!!!!! DDDD"XXXX By the time I reached Part 5,I was crying out of frustration.The story had a good start,a cute uke,a handsome seme and the meeting scene was good too. If only the plot and the ending wasn't such a crappy bullshit.............. As I said with Nee-san...