AkImA No NiKkI

Today has officially begins the rainy (flood, for most eastern coast states) season because it has not stopped raining cats and dogs from dawn till right this moment which is 12.04 morning the next day. It's that time of the year again, guys. Ready the boats. (sigh) I hope there won't be anything like last 2 years. (I just jinxed myself, didn't I. Fuck.) Well, I'm writing as midterm nearly ends anyway, with my ticket scheduled for tomorrow night. There are plenty of loose ends (read:assignments) to tie up once I reach college and then Finals will start to end the term. I wonder if I'll make it home for my birthday. Ah..I'm turning 21 next year. Mmm...Yay? Honestly, the only thing I could think of about my 21st birthday is "wow now I'm legally obligated to vote. fuck." . Geh. I noticed that these couple of weeks have been...rough, to say it mildly. Some nightmares were making a comeback continuously for weeks making me lose sleep more tha...

YATTTAAAAAA~!!!!! XDDDD ITS OVER ~!!! FINALLY OVER ~!!!!! XDDD SPM IS FINALLY OVER~!!!! XDDD I am now officially a free person~!!! X"D *sob*sob* so touching.... (TTwTT) The moment I've been waiting for all my sad sad highschool life..The end of it! XD  Can't believe its all over now..xD no more freaking addclasses..no more teachers..tho that one's likely to be missed .Can't say I won't miss having other people shoulder the burden over our petty problems. Hahaha~ xPP Besides,the teachers at SMK TM(1) are all very dedicated and loving persons,unlike most people who have the guts to call themselves 'educators' but were really only after the satisfaction of driving kids to live their life their way.Like leeches.Or parasites . Those teachers are the very reason we all get to answer our papers quite well,if I may say so.They earned our respect ,our loyalty ,and our love .For every single sensei that had taught me,thank you so much. Rahimah-s...

My first post in 2013. Hey,y'all. I'm currently taking a break from homework. I'm doing my BM komsas pholio.*rolls eye* Well,I'm 17 this year.Aaand I suppose there's not much to say about that.The studies go on like usual and there isn't much changes than last year's. Except this year,my ex is my classmate.Bummer.(=____=)-o Akiko called me out about ignoring him in class.Well,what was I supposed to do,talk to him? About what,his dickness? He ignored me first so I'm practically innocent,okay? If he talks to me,I'll talk to him.Yeeesh,Akiko.(T^T") That piece of shit of school is driving me nuts.Stop with the political programs already and let us study in peace! We come to school to learn other stuff you morons not to participate in your stupid petty ridiculous politic schemes that had nothing to do with us. Stupid stupid stupid stupid politic adults. Just die already. Ahhh,I don't want to be an adult.(-____-)-o So troublesome. ...

Ah,people,we meet again. (of course,where else?!) Exam's two days away and I really, shouldn't have time for updating my blog but,well,I was doing homework so why not? LOL~ My classmates and I have been receiving prank calls and texts from the same person lately. It pissed me off . His texts are really stupidly irritatingly fucking annoying ,it annoys me so much I could just reply them with cursing words on my own. But then I thought better of it and leave it as it is.Because I thought of the credits it would cost me and how I'm gonna need it for my Qie and Wa. I'd love to find the guy and smash his phone with his head .Then I'd go for his resource who provided him access to our numbers. Then again,as I'd said before,I didn't have much leisure to do that. *sigh* I vented my anger with Qie at the end of the line. Of course,seeing she is my "daughter" and the mysterious telepathical bond we shared,she would feel pissed no less than I di...

Hello people! xD I'm in a very super duper good mood lately,even with final exam's 'round the corner.xP Why?  Because Qie and Wa have been contacting me a lot lately! It was on one nite when I suddenly received Qie's message.And right when my mind flashed her name,too! LOLLL~~!! xDD Since then,we've been contacting each other on regular basis now~ x33 Now that I think of it,we haven't contacted each other at all this year.(=^=") But one sad news. Wa have got herself a BOYFRIEND .(O______o) *shock* Well,if I say I don't mind that's OBVIOUSLY a lie 'cause I DO mind. Tho Azer and Qie have assured me that the guy is nice and all,I couldn't bring myself to trust it. *sigh*  As long as she's happy and nothing bad happens to her,I guess that's the best I could hope for.  Besides,Qie's there and I relied on her to watch out for her "mother" . That made me feel better.Because Qie's twices violent than I a...

Posting again. A lot have been happening lately and I haven't had the chance to write in my diary yet. I miss writing. It takes my mind off things.It lets me relax,y'noe? Nee-san and Nii-chan's problems are most likely to be solved now although I dunno how it will turn out in the end. I did my part,the rest depends on how the both of them handle the situation.Thou I do hope that they will be together again. I love Nee-san.I love Nii-chan too. If one is hurt,then so will the other one .And I don't want either of that to happen. Soredemo,I would like to sit by their side and watch out for them. All this time,I've always had this attitude of 'I-don't-give-a-damn' for people's opinions towards me.I developed that feeling since I was 12. I never kept my appearance because I believe it does not matter. One's personality are not seen by his/her looks but his/her actions. So are my manners in speech.I don't talk much in my group consi...