AkImA No NiKkI

It's nothing.I assure you it's nothing significant about it. And it is . Urgh,that stupid dream.(-____-") I dunno why I had that dream.After lots of blank sleeps,why this dream?? Plus,it's over,like,fucking two years ago! Damn. Last nite,I had the most fucking absurd dream of all my fucking dream list. Of my first love. Oh believe me ,it's not like I wanted this to happen.It just did. Besides,it was innocent.(-^-) *huff* Just the feel of his hand braiding my hair(?).There wasn't even images. Well,one. Me with 'someone's' hand in my hair,braiding them. The rest was blurred but I'm sure he's not in it.Is that just because my hair's gotten long? 'Cause it's been a while since I have long hair,like,when I was 12 years old. Then seeing him again today. I feel nothing of course,it's just that that stupid dream kinda bothers me. I didn't remember it at all at first but when he came close to me from behind f...

Dammit. Homework so damn many.Haven't even touched any of them yet.Ugh. *rolls eyes November's ending..Soon December will start. Man.. I guess I should start workin' on 'em real soon,huh? I miss my friends..(TT^TT) Didn't think holidays could be any lonelier.Well,Onee-san and I..aren't in good terms right now..More like, from now on. Can't believe I was so goddamn enthusiastic when she came home.I thought,when she's home,we could talk and solve the friggin' problem so that we'd go back to normal. Newsflash! I WAS WRONG. The one that came home wasn't my sister. Or at least,the one that I loved.The one that would always put this family first before anyone else.The one that cared . I used to be so freakin' scared of her,when I was little. When we were good and perfectly comfortable with each other,I grew less and less afraid of her. Then after she came back,I was terrified of her. Tho she thinks I'm not 'cause I diso...

Okay.It's been a while since I've done this so I'm a bit rusty. Wa texted me tonite and the conversation was a little bit..heated. The middle of it,at least. I'll start at the beginning. Azwa:Slm.What're u up to? are u busy? Me:Wslm.I'm just on9-ing.Nope,not busy at all.Never would if it's with you guys.x) Azwa:Really? Me:Of course.Even if I was driving,I wouldn't say I'm busy.Never mind that I don't know how to,yet. Azwa:Haha,yeah rite.U're joking. Me:Urgh,I'm not joking.Okay,I know that I'm a jerk for abandoning and walking out on you guys when I moved away and I seriously regret it.Still am.I know that I wasn't there when you needed me and I'm losing contact with you but that's because I don't want to bother you.That's one the signs that I love you two like crazy,Okay? I have and will always remember you and always miss you.Things like this....I will never make it a joke. Azwa:Okay,okay..I won...

Okay,I'm seriously freakin' out.With LOVE . FOR KLAINE !!!!! xDDDD Klainer 's on high here,so the usual, DON'T LIKE DON'T READ . FAIR WARNING .   I AM IN LOOOOOVVVEEEEE~~~!!!!! XDDDDD BLAINE ANDERSON AND KURT HUMMEL IS OBVIOUSLY THE CUTEST MOST AWESOMEST COUPLE IN DA WOORRLLLDDD~~~~~!!!! X333 Oh my God,it's like YunJae and the Cassiopeia and the perfection of love all over again!!  I cannot recall of the enormous time spent giggling like idiots everytime I stumble upon the most incredible fanfics.(ov0) I've just read a fanfic where Darren Criss (Blaine's actor) swapped his body with the real Blaine like that one episode in Supernatural. The author mentioned it in the fic but I didn't really get it.I only got Supernatural until season 4.Now's like,almost season 7 already! (0___o) Haha! If you're a close acquaintance of mine,then this is one side of me that you will see when I'm absolutely ecstatic. XDDD Jumping up ...

This.is.the.best.skipping.school.day.ever. xD I skipped school today~  Talk about playing hookie! xP No paper today and we're supposed to send our textbooks tomorrow.Woke up around 8,I slept early last nite.Straight to PC!! Hahahaha~~ xPP Didn't even have breakfast.Can,but wouldn't cuz used to not have any. Mom and Dad let me do what I want,with conditions.I can skip school,when there's no merit for me to be there. Like school programs or anything that does not concerns learning.Well,not systematically,at least.(T___T) I was wondering this yesterday when I was reading Klaine fanfics. Which gives more impact? Words or Pictures ? It's like determining whether you're a cat person or a dog person thoweMuslimscouldnottouch/keepdogsaspetsbutit's arhetoricalquestionsononeedtoanswer. Wow.that's fast.And long. I'm starting to talk fast.I talk fast when I'm excited.Or when I'm bored. That sometimes happen when I talk to myself.But I gu...

Different people,different opinions,right? It's very handy in counter-attacks for insults.Not that a lot of people use it anyway from the way I see it.(-____-") I rarely need to do counter-insults because usually I'm doing the insulting.Haha~  "Normal" means differently to different people.Some people think gay is normal and some people don't. Of course,everything depends on the person's personality. And SOME people just can't get enough of bitching.I can't shake the damn guy off.He's been harassing us for some good couple of weeks now. And for me,that's not normal. The guy must be some kinda psycopath raper or some crazy nutjob to be able to hold out this long.(-_______-||||) He stopped coming onto me for a while after I literally told him that he's a moronic wacko .Tho he didn't stop harassing the others,I'm just gonna go out and say it ain't my problem.   I gave them advice to stop the prank texts and mis...