AkImA No NiKkI

Yohhoo~ minna genki datta kai?? hope all of you are in great condition! well,too bad I can't say the same for myself. xP You know what? That's it.I've had it with you.All of you.If nobody can't tell me the truth,why bother telling me anything at all? I wouldn't have bothered because it doesn't concerns me . I have my own ways of living,you shouldn't have tried to bother me with these craps. Oh for the love of all that's holy,do I LOOK like someone who CARE a damn about who he dates???!! >8I And besides,no matter what you say,nor what he says,I'm not believing either of you! Yes,the majority said he's got a new girl.I don't care.And yes,he said he's still single.I don't care either. Just because ,just because I'm his damn ex,it doesn't mean I'd wanna know everything about him! What he does,who he dates,when he's free/busy , I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SO WILL YOU PLEASE,I BEG OF YOU,PLEASE,LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!...

Hey~ Rite now,I'm on the verge of my...consciousness,I should say.You know that feeling you get when you were terribly,horribly,exhaustingly tired and the only thing you want at that time is a good rest,but then something stood in your way and you can't shake it off? That,was what I had a few days ago. School has been extremely busy for me lately,the library's going through renovations and as the Vice President of Librarian's Committee,I stayed later than other librarians on my shifts. It was Monday,and I went home late in the evening,dead on my feet.I was tired,and all I wanted was to get home quickly and sleep.But when I got home,all I see was Dad and Muzakkir bickering loudly in the main living room.Their voices were raised,so loud I can't hear my thoughts.At that time,I felt like something snapped in me.Like a tight rope was cut by force.Maybe my sanity-rope.(-___-) I scurried over to my room.I hate when this happens.I don't want to see this.Again.Now. ...

Yo~  Thank God I don't have to use my voice to type.Really,if someday future technologies would be able to do that,I'd rather stick to the finger-typing.(-____-|||) Due to my sore throat,I had a rather silent day today.Half of it,at the very least. Don't ask why are my throat's sore,I woke up in that condition.Maybe I strangled myself last nite or something. *shrug*  The thing is,all the time I couldn't speak,my negative-thinking starts to rear itself again. I thought, "it's as if I'm going to be mute." and then my train of thoughts went all crazy. And suddenly,I feel..bad,for the people who posses the disability to speak. They couldn't convey their feelings.They couldn't describe what they want to describe. They couldn't do..what normal people could.It's very sad.. You know? All the time I couldn't speak,I was thinking how should I convey my love to the persons I love without words.My families,friends-far and near,teac...

Yo~ minna genki? ah,mo tarerarenai o..-___-||| I understand that "marriage" is apparently a must that needs to be undergo in life,but seriously,people, I'M JUST A FUCKIN' 16 YEARS OLD KID !!!!!!! How would YOU feel if your family keeps talking 'bout marriage with you??!! (>^<") I'm pretty much straight and all and I can't differentiates whether they are joking or not!!! DDxx Besides,it's not that kind of talk 'bout your choice when you are old enough to marry or something,it's the kind of talk parents do when they want you to think about something serious. I talked with my sis 'bout these and well,it's almost the same as any conversation that I've had with my classmates.My twin(not really my biological twin,but we have the same birthday) argued with me a few weeks ago 'bout this as well.Said he wants his wife to be jobless and be a full-time housewife instead and leave everything about work to him. Me and f...