AkImA No NiKkI

Hey guys. So, I'm back. Freshly 20. *shivers of dread* That was my worst birthday yet, in the history of my birthdays. Granted, I don't normally mind whether or not it was celebrated : regardless the wishes from my closest people has always been more than enough for me. I'm a simple person with simple needs. *shrug* But in the occasion of my phone being broken and just generally useless, for the first time ever, my birthday meant something to me and the voices it normally brings. It felt..lonely. More than once, I was disheartened by the fact that I couldn't receive their wishes or if they even remembered. I only have so little people in my life (who matters) after all. So I got me a new phone, for temporary use till my old one can get fixed at home. That means I'd lost all of my contacts with the exception of my family, Amelia and Irene, and some of the newly made groups that included me. Kei, Kyo, and Fabio stuck around, for a little while. I suppo

Hello. I have received good news. 3 days ago, my degree interview result came out and I am relieved to announce that I have been accepted into UiTM Puncak Alam in further of my study in TESL for the next 4 years to come. I shall be once more living in Mawar Residential College and continuing my study from where I once graduated my Foundation year, IN-TEC. Few of my old classmates will also be joining me and I am glad to hear that I'll be seeing at least one or two familiar faces around me. It's good to know that the process of adapting to new environment wouldn't be necessary this time. Maybe to new people and new knowledge subjects which I am more delighted about the latter than the former. Then again, that's not new. I'll be registering my student status 21st of Feb, nearing around my 20th birthday. Wouldn't that be a changing celebration of coming age for one. *chuckles* I couldn't wait for the barrage of work I could immerse myself into, finally

Dear Tomorrow, I didn't know we'd walk that path, even as I knew the eventual ending of the route, it seemed so effortless how we fit, the puzzles we were never meant to be. The pranks we pulled and the memes we shared, all the puns and references nobody has ever been able to understand, much less converse. You fit in my world so well. Dear my Someday, I wish you all the best in life,  all that you hoped to have and give achieved to your standard, don't expect me to wait for you though, because I'm not that much of a masochist, you do yours,  and I'll do mine. I won't wait around, I won't chase anything I'm not supposed to, I've always been lost and it's okay if you never find me. I will keep writing though, because if I don't, I'll drive myself crazy, till I'm out of words and back again, same as always, I'll stare at this blank page, knowing you'll never read them. Dear my Never, this i