AkImA No NiKkI

I've read Twilight saga over and over again in this month.I need a new book to read. A huge,thick,english novel which can distract me from this world. After reading them over and over,I seem to be specially attached to the scenes of Bella and Jacob,of course in the movie,onee-san and I would prefer Jacob than Edward. .(cuz we are fans of Taylor Lautner..ha ha ha~) I suppose it's because I've been in the same pit as she did when she knew Jacob loved her more than just a friend,well,except that mine's not approximately six feet tall and is a shape-shifter .. (though in the movie,Jacob was a said to be a werewolf.There's further explanation if you read the novels.) Demo nevertheless,both of us rejected.Of course,we wouldn't wanna lose our friendship.Bella needed Jacob like a drug when Edward left,but mine's just ordinary .I loved him,and so I want that love to stay just as perfect as it is,our love as a friend. For me,friendship matters more than lov...

Huwa.! Huwaaa,,huwaa,,huwaaaa~~~!! xxOO It's like the moment with Azer but more deep! xPP  all this time onee-san and I have kept this,this dark secret to ourselves as we thought of that others would have not accepted us if they were to know our secret. yea,we like to stay low and out of attention but isolated is not what we had in mind.I could imagine the weird glances or even glares from some people around us,especially from the ones we had close relations with.So this secret,until now,has only shared between onee-san and me.Well,until last night actually,-tho it was 1 a.m in the morning. I don't want to state anything about it,cuz it may trigger someone's curiosity.But I'd like to say something about a weird...occasion last night,-morning,or whatever. I suddenly trembled last night. I don't think it's because of the cold cuz i just had a hot coffee to begin with.I don't know why I reacted that way,nor did i know why my heart was frantically beati...

Faqie called tonight.Around 9.15 p.m. Frankly I was surprised.My queen and my princess,they were never one to call me first.Well, sometimes ,but rarely. I was a bit late,picking up. The conversation went a bit.... awkward . I mean,there were silences . Like we're both at lost for words .I... We never experienced that before. Silence , that is . I'll start where we continued after three long silences. Me:.........oh yeah,when I went back to SMIP..Azwa,looked a bit,different.I mean,after 3 years,she looked... Different..... Except that she's way more beautiful of course. Faqie:well yeah,that brat...Your beloved Azwa had turned quite a mature lady.I suppose you could say that 'cause you haven't been with us for the past 2 years .She could control her temper a little bit,I guess.And she doesn't go ballistic over something irrational anymore. *chuckles* Me:wow,really? that is a big difference.*sigh* I miss my stubborn,childish,homey Azwa.Though I...

Well,it's currently 4:19 a.m in my room,my house,Tanah Merah town,Kelantan district,Malaysia. Nothing personal,just had the urge to update my blog before it's completely forgotten. Current music playing, B.U.T(Be.Au.Ty) by HoMin(TVXQ) . I love Chang Min .x3  .......I suppose that's enough for foreword..*sigh* Maa,to start it off I had a nice evening today.I went to PT-Pantai Timur which is located near my house,beside my school with my neighbour,Amani.She's turning thirteen next year but she's almost as tall as I am. Seriously,am I growing shorter?? I went to check out some new anime DVD release which unfortunately does not taste to my liking.   -not sure I pronounced that right.- This week's my last part-time job because it's the last week of school.Means mom and dad won't be needing babysitting service after school ended. Means my last payday . Well,I suppose it's not half as bad as it looks. Had some new anime on must-watch list ,al...