AkImA No NiKkI

Good morning.. It's currently 2.06 a.m and I am worrying about the simplest thing. "What did I do wrong?????" There's been something definitely wrong,that I'm sure.She won't speak to me,won't look at me and she stopped walking home together with me.It's almost a week now, what went wrong ? We were fine a few days ago! Akiko (not real name), if you really ARE angry with me then could you please confront me and tell me where and what my fault is because I have no idea what could've offended you. Yes,I am an ignorant kid.Yes,I am a terrible friend.And yes,I am a coward.And I am sorry for being a coward. I could've confronted you myself and asked why are you angry with me but I couldn't bring myself to.Because I am afraid that you will lie to me that you are not angry with me and you will turn away. Zue have given me some hints of few of my faults that could've offended you without me realising it but I refused to take her a

I have finally watched "Fujimi Orchestra" today.Could've watched it last nite but the broadband went crappy.I've only resumed watching it after I woke up around 12.30 p.m. And it was EXACTLY like Nee-san had said. I was watching halfway when I concluded that this is such a bullshit .I hate Yuuki (or the 5th Generation Kikumaru as Nee-san would put it) . [Morimura Yuuki=Takasaki Shouta] [yup..the very same person..] Why Yuuki WHY ????!!!! Could you not feel the level of devotion and admiration Kei showed you??!! How can you look away from that strong love??!! Did you not see the desperate face of Kei when he could only stare at you from behind??!!!  YUUKI NO BAKKAAAAA!!!!!!!! DDDD"XXXX By the time I reached Part 5,I was crying out of frustration.The story had a good start,a cute uke,a handsome seme and the meeting scene was good too. If only the plot and the ending wasn't such a crappy bullshit.............. As I said with Nee-san

Akiramenai!!!!  Zettai akiramenain dakara,hottoite o!!!! DDDDxxx *Translation --> (I won't give up!!! No matter what I won't give up so,leave me alone!!!! DDDDxxx) * Forgive the sudden opening burst. * Of course,I did say that we could be friends as long as he keeps his line between friendship and beyond. And I also told him outright that he shouldn't try anything funny because I know his current girlfriend.I tried my best to think positive and take his flirts as casual words that I exchange everyday with my other guys but,I strongly advise him to never cross my patience. I admit,sometimes I myself gets carried away, especially when I am tired and at my vulnerable moments of defence.But I am determined. I will NOT make the same mistake twice. There's an idiom, "once bitten twice shy" which is the perfect idiom I would use right now. No matter how hard he try to get back together with me,I shall not lower my defences! (>^<)/ I already

O-kay, firstly,I don't get why am I dragged into this problem.(-___-") Nor why did I still care even though I clearly think it's troublesome to meddle. Love problems are practically the LAST thing I'd want to be involved in right now.Can't they just solve it on their own?? (well,if they could do it,I wouldn't have to be troubled by it anymore by now.) Their problem was not something I'm  interested in,my usual way of dismissing it would be, "it's none of my business." but when she asked...Well,it kind of triggered my protective instinct a bit. Can't help it now,can I? Anita (not real name) ,after all,IS a friend..The ones who are to blame indeed both Anita and Arata (also not real name) but mostly it's Arata. Honestly,at first I wouldn't want to give a damn whatever their problem is although it's obvious that Anita is helpless against the little sonofabitch. But then she finally had to ask for my help,and I was rel