After-Effects
Guess it's only right that something that disastrous have its after-effects.Even little stuff have them,much less long and terrible ones.
And the after-effects of my horrible pressures are health.Degrading health.Right on the eleventh hour when I'm going to sit my stupid ass for SPM tomorrow morning.
I missed class today.
See,my period was late for a month and a half and by now,I was expecting it to turn up AFTER SPM's over,which means I would have no reason to stress or whatever by then.But then,I had this weird sort-of hungover feeling after being crazily slaphappy last night and crashed in the room upstairs.
Around 4,I woke up involuntarily and went to the toilet to pee.And there's blood staring at me in the face.I changed,rather oddly,and went back to sleep.I woke up at the sound of my aunt knocking the door and asking whether I have class today.
I looked around blindly and zoomed in on my phone.Oh shit.I shot up and there's this weird feeling in my stomach.
My aunt came in and asked whether I'm going to the class or not.I told her I have a headache,which,wasn't exactly the truth but not quite a lie either.I ended up not going and went down to brush my teeth and wash my face.I forced some breakfast down and went to lie down.
During breakfast,I had this weird feeling in my....well,my womb,because it's not exactly my stomach.My whole body feels weird.I feel,terrible.
My aunt rubs my head and my back and said it was the result of pent up period and accumulation of stress.Well,thank you for summing that up.
It's raining and temperature's upstairs is way colder than below so I bundled myself and texted Onee-san.I texted Sonoko some 'get well' texts too.She got down with a fever a few days ago.I lied down for a few hours and waited until I'm warm enough to get my books and study.
I spent some time upstairs studying and got down for a bath in the evening.Then I wrote my diary and bring the laptop downstairs to play.
It's the last moment I'll ever get to,anyway.Until it ends.
And the after-effects of my horrible pressures are health.Degrading health.Right on the eleventh hour when I'm going to sit my stupid ass for SPM tomorrow morning.
I missed class today.
See,my period was late for a month and a half and by now,I was expecting it to turn up AFTER SPM's over,which means I would have no reason to stress or whatever by then.But then,I had this weird sort-of hungover feeling after being crazily slaphappy last night and crashed in the room upstairs.
Around 4,I woke up involuntarily and went to the toilet to pee.And there's blood staring at me in the face.I changed,rather oddly,and went back to sleep.I woke up at the sound of my aunt knocking the door and asking whether I have class today.
I looked around blindly and zoomed in on my phone.Oh shit.I shot up and there's this weird feeling in my stomach.
My aunt came in and asked whether I'm going to the class or not.I told her I have a headache
During breakfast,I had this weird feeling in my....well,my womb,because it's not exactly my stomach.My whole body feels weird.I feel,terrible.
My aunt rubs my head and my back and said it was the result of pent up period and accumulation of stress.Well,thank you for summing that up.
It's raining and temperature's upstairs is way colder than below so I bundled myself and texted Onee-san.I texted Sonoko some 'get well' texts too.She got down with a fever a few days ago.I lied down for a few hours and waited until I'm warm enough to get my books and study.
I spent some time upstairs studying and got down for a bath in the evening.Then I wrote my diary and bring the laptop downstairs to play.
It's the last moment I'll ever get to,anyway.Until it ends.
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| SO TRUE...LOL |
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