Spoken Words & Written Ones
Hello.
Two nights ago, sis and I were talking on the phone, me listening out to her rants as she unloads a bunch of shit that's been dropped on her head recently. I can tell she had used the residual energy to caught up on her fandoms, since we were near high as fuck spouting fandom references like rainbows out of a pot of gold. It was awesome.
She persuaded me to spend the weekends with her, and after discussing things a bit with my roomie, I decided it was worth playing hooky for once. Consider it a 'family emergency'.
I missed the thing we always do with changing from one ship to another regardless of the different fandoms they are from. We were talking about Hannibal because when we're discussing plain murder, Hanny is pretty much the best to go.
It's like what I always say, if you're planning a murder, make sure you get away with it.
Moriarty's too big a picture to get involved with anyway.
(Although cases in SPN and Sherlock could be helpful in some degree.)
Between our laughters and mad (hee get it? 'mad'? as in both 'insane' and 'angry' and 'Mads Mikkelsen'? hehehehe) jokes, she said,
"I am seriously rethinking of all the reasons I love you. You're supposed to be holding me back from attempting murder, not giving me tips." to which I replied,
"You shouldn't. Everyone loves me."
"And here I thought you were all depressed and gloomy and shit. Your blog certainly looks it."
"I am depressed and gloomy and shit. I just wake up with the word DEPRESSED drenched in rainbow colors all over my head."
"Your blog says otherwise."
"Psshht. You and I both know what we write and what we say are two different things."
And to that, she acquisced my point.
Of course, because it's true. I prided myself in my words. My written words. I'm not a good speaker because sometimes, words tend to hurt and I would like to avoid hurting or be hurt. When it's most needed, I'm sure they can be useful.
Writing is my way of unloading.
What I write and how I speak is unrelated.
How can I speak the way I write? That would be an unnecessary weakness point.
Sometimes, yes, I do write the way I speak, because I'm the same person and it's inevitable. Other times, it'd be weird to speak the way I write.
I have a writer's heart.
That much is never false.
Two nights ago, sis and I were talking on the phone, me listening out to her rants as she unloads a bunch of shit that's been dropped on her head recently. I can tell she had used the residual energy to caught up on her fandoms, since we were near high as fuck spouting fandom references like rainbows out of a pot of gold. It was awesome.
She persuaded me to spend the weekends with her, and after discussing things a bit with my roomie, I decided it was worth playing hooky for once. Consider it a 'family emergency'.
I missed the thing we always do with changing from one ship to another regardless of the different fandoms they are from. We were talking about Hannibal because when we're discussing plain murder, Hanny is pretty much the best to go.
It's like what I always say, if you're planning a murder, make sure you get away with it.
Moriarty's too big a picture to get involved with anyway.
(Although cases in SPN and Sherlock could be helpful in some degree.)
Between our laughters and mad (hee get it? 'mad'? as in both 'insane' and 'angry' and 'Mads Mikkelsen'? hehehehe) jokes, she said,
"I am seriously rethinking of all the reasons I love you. You're supposed to be holding me back from attempting murder, not giving me tips." to which I replied,
"You shouldn't. Everyone loves me."
"And here I thought you were all depressed and gloomy and shit. Your blog certainly looks it."
"I am depressed and gloomy and shit. I just wake up with the word DEPRESSED drenched in rainbow colors all over my head."
"Your blog says otherwise."
"Psshht. You and I both know what we write and what we say are two different things."
And to that, she acquisced my point.
Of course, because it's true. I prided myself in my words. My written words. I'm not a good speaker because sometimes, words tend to hurt and I would like to avoid hurting or be hurt. When it's most needed, I'm sure they can be useful.
Writing is my way of unloading.
What I write and how I speak is unrelated.
How can I speak the way I write? That would be an unnecessary weakness point.
Sometimes, yes, I do write the way I speak, because I'm the same person and it's inevitable. Other times, it'd be weird to speak the way I write.
I have a writer's heart.
That much is never false.
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