First Step

For once,I think before I act.I do seem to do reckless things sometimes when something requires me to.And I feel calm.Very...serene.
beats me.*shrugs*

 my brother came to apologize but I deemed he needs a little bit more suffering.Teaches him that every little thing has its consequences.The little pile of shit deserved it.
Anger clouds my brain and pressure only breaks my neck.But even so,I'll still have to keep calm and stand my ground.

 Exam really is the last thing on my list of worries.I mean,I never worry whether I'll do good or bad in it.I only worry about that AFTER it's all set and done.
My thing about exam is you just have to give it all you've got.There's nothing to it.Give it every single thing and every single effort.Then,all you can do is pray.
That's exam for me.
Doing good or bad,doesn't really cover it.As long as I have given it all I have,then that's fine by me.Even if I didn't reach my quotas.

 Pressure and stress have flown away and I feel like myself again.Tho I miss my sister,eventho she just left like,a few hours ago.
I wish her the best of luck for her exam,and don't worry about me.I'll be fine.More like,worry for the house.

 Sou ie ba,I didn't see the cats when I went home this evening.Oh,they won't starve.I'll come home after school to feed them and keep the house clean and all.No worries for the fishes either,tho they'll be having their portion of food on different time.Usually they have breakfast but brunch will do.

 Muahahahaha~

 until next time,lovelies!
ciao~

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