AkImA No NiKkI

Olas~ It's 2 weeks since Finals ended and nearly a week since I got home. I spent a week at Sis's house and...well, some stuff happened, BUT! it's all talked out by now so I guess it's fine. It's probably best left at that anyway. I'm starting my 2-weeks of class observation (or what it's called Field Experience on the course guideline) on 5th Feb at my old highschool about 5 minutes walk from home. On that note, I've got it luckier than most of my classmates in regards to choice of school.  Not only I'm an alumni of the school, I'd probably know the teachers and doesn't have to worry about transportation nor temporary placement problem. Thanks to Mom for encouraging me for this choice when my head was full of doubts. Recently, I've been thinking (most of them in the shower because what else do you do while you shower haha) that my thought progress and behaviorism seems to grow in reverse rather than forward. I mean, in the sens...

Tomorrow morning is the last paper for the Finals of my 2nd term and it's my worst subject, Principles of ELT (PELT). Let's all hope I don't crash it and burn. There's a briefing for Syntax 2-weeks school observation thing where I think our lecturer is supposed to give us the guidelines and the formal papers, but then, I haven't packed shit because of PELT study (I'm too nervous about failing it to even divide my time in between) and I told Sis to pick me up (because luggage) right that evening. I hope Madam'll make it quick. Man, I had an annoying headache last night I ended up sleeping on the chair for 3 hours after 8 freakin' P.M. Roomie told me to sleep on the bed 'cause I'll get a crick on my neck in that position but I already tried lying down, twice, and it intensified my headache if nothing else, and I ended up falling asleep when I tried going back to my notes. After waking me up three times and me keep falling back asleep on the...

I had the best time out with Sis and Bro and (unborn) nephew last 3 days. ^^ They picked me up at college on the afternoon of 7th and we went to Subang to check in to a budget hotel, not unlike the ones Sis and I stayed at when we went to Shah Alam for my degree interview at In-Tech. Sis wanted to check out the new Bookalicious store she followed on IG at the Summit Mall in Subang and naturally, I'd be tagging along because BOOKS! CAN NEVER GET ENOUGH OF BOOKS! Hehe x3 I really had fun during the whole time we were out and together, whether it's the crazy conversations in the car or trying to choose dinner on a weird named food on the menu. I'm starting to like my big brother as well. That's quite a big confession isn't it? Nearly 6 months ago, I've only referred to him as "a stranger" or "the stranger" and then later, after the marriage and after sis and I made up, he was referred to as "her husband" or "bro-in-law...

Thank God for 123movies for uploading the whole ep because by God I've been sweeping through Google list for an on9 stream even while making sociology notes in between. Thank you, multi-tasking. Here comes the screaming rant. (takes deep breath) JOHN YOU MOTHERFUCKING BASTARD WAS IT THE HAIR IT WAS THE HAIR ISN'T IT IT WAS THE HAIR THAT CHANGED YOU TO A FUCKING BASTARD ISN'T IT OOOHHHHHHH BOI YOU GON GET IT I MEAN I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE MARY THAT MUCH BECAUSE SHE SHOT SHERLOCK DUHH BUT MOST OF ALL I DO NOT LIKE TO SEE SHERLOCK IN PAIN BOTH EMOTIONALLY OR PHYSICALLY SO DON'T YOU DARE JOHN DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE PUT THIS ON HIM I SWEAR YOU ARE A FUCKING ARMY DOCTOR YOU ARE THE HEART TO SHERLOCK'S BRAIN SO DON'T YOU HURT HIM JOHN DON'T YOU EVEN FUCKING DARE DON'T YOU PUSH HIM AWAY LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE SHERLOCK LOVES YOU YOU WHO FIRST ACCEPTED HIM AND GAVE HIM A SOUL AND BECAME HIS HEART NOT YOU WHO GAVE HIM THE ABILITY TO LOVE PAST BEYO...

Happy New Year of 2017, everyone. There. That's the extent of my greetings to summarize the end of an old year to a new one because frankly, I don't feel any difference. It just feels like any other same date like previous new years.  We're in the middle of Finals to end our 2nd term and even after that, there isn't much time for end-of-term breaks because of the 2 weeks observation thing. Granted, I've chosen a school close to home so it might as well feel just like I'm going back to school. Right now, I'm sitting my ass going through notes and slides to prepare for the next paper in 2 days alone in my room because roomie went back to her brother's house in KL. New year started off with me, my feet up on the desk, dirty tupperware from dinner by the side, quarter empty hot chocolate in hand, laptop open with multitude equal of sociology notes and recent anime episodes. Huzzah. (deadpan) 2016 was when I just got into PALAM early Feb and t...