Emotional train wreck coming through (SPOILERS : SHERLOCK S4 EP1)

Thank God for 123movies for uploading the whole ep because by God I've been sweeping through Google list for an on9 stream even while making sociology notes in between.
Thank you, multi-tasking.

 Here comes the screaming rant.
(takes deep breath)

 JOHN YOU MOTHERFUCKING BASTARD
WAS IT THE HAIR IT WAS THE HAIR ISN'T IT IT WAS THE HAIR THAT CHANGED YOU TO A FUCKING BASTARD ISN'T IT OOOHHHHHHH BOI YOU GON GET IT

I MEAN I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE MARY THAT MUCH BECAUSE SHE SHOT SHERLOCK DUHH BUT MOST OF ALL I DO NOT LIKE TO SEE SHERLOCK IN PAIN BOTH EMOTIONALLY OR PHYSICALLY
SO DON'T YOU DARE JOHN
DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE PUT THIS ON HIM I SWEAR

 YOU ARE A FUCKING ARMY DOCTOR
YOU ARE THE HEART TO SHERLOCK'S BRAIN
SO DON'T YOU HURT HIM JOHN DON'T YOU EVEN FUCKING DARE

 DON'T YOU PUSH HIM AWAY LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE
SHERLOCK LOVES YOU
YOU WHO FIRST ACCEPTED HIM AND GAVE HIM A SOUL AND BECAME HIS HEART
NOT YOU
WHO GAVE HIM THE ABILITY TO LOVE PAST BEYOND WHAT HE KNEW

 SHERLOCK IS NOT AND HAS NEVER BEEN AN APATHETIC NOR A SOCIOPATH
HE IS ABLE TO FEEL EMOTIONS
HE VOWED TO KEEP THE PEOPLE HE CARED ABOUT SAFE IF REICHENBACH DIDN'T SHOW THAT ENOUGH FOR YOU YOU MOTHERFUCKING MORON OF A MAN

 OH SHERL
MY SON
IT'S GONNA BE OKAY
IT'S GONNA BE ALLRIGHT
JOHN'S JUST BEING A DOUCHEY MCDOUCHEFACE BECAUSE OF HIS STUPID NEW HAIR

 THIS MAY HAVE SLIPPED YOUR MIND SINCE YOU LIVED WITH HIM IN A TIME JOHN BUT SHERLOCK HAS DONE EVERY BIT AND BEYOND TO KEEP HIS VOW AND CONSIDERING HOW HE WAS WHEN YOU MET HIM THIS IS A LONG GONE PROCESS FROM THEN
SO I SWEAR TO ALL THAT IS HOLY AND ABOVE JOHN HURT HIM FOR THIS AND YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE FUCKING DEAD YOU PIECE OF SHIT
HAVE A TASTE OF HOW SHERLOCK FEELS FOR ONCE

 (takes another deep breath)

 Ep 2 is going to ruin me.

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