AkImA No NiKkI

It's 3 a.m in the morning  and I just finished reading updates of Dengeki Daisy by Motomi Kyousuke-sama. ;3 Damn I missed it so much! x33 Ahh,Kurosaki and Teru are sooooo effin' cute !! xDD see,I actually appreciate good mangas in which genres aren't including ecchi or hentai for example,Highschool of The Dead. Not that I'm saying the mangas which the genres do include ecchi aren't good nor that I oppose them,it's just that in normal boy-girl relationship,I'd prefer the sweet and innocent ones like Kurosaki and Teru (Dengeki Daisy) and Shion and Emma (Magico). As Kurt said, "the touch of the fingertips is as sexy as it gets." Plus,I've always been a huge fan of Motomi Kyousuke-sama.She has a damn helluva sense of humour! xD I can't stop laughing whenever Teru makes that stupid pose and Kurosaki goes corpse-white whenever Teru does! xDD It's hilarious! LOL! Ahhh,how I've missed these idiots..Hehe.. It's been so long ...

My first post in 2013. Hey,y'all. I'm currently taking a break from homework. I'm doing my BM komsas pholio.*rolls eye* Well,I'm 17 this year.Aaand I suppose there's not much to say about that.The studies go on like usual and there isn't much changes than last year's. Except this year,my ex is my classmate.Bummer.(=____=)-o Akiko called me out about ignoring him in class.Well,what was I supposed to do,talk to him? About what,his dickness? He ignored me first so I'm practically innocent,okay? If he talks to me,I'll talk to him.Yeeesh,Akiko.(T^T") That piece of shit of school is driving me nuts.Stop with the political programs already and let us study in peace! We come to school to learn other stuff you morons not to participate in your stupid petty ridiculous politic schemes that had nothing to do with us. Stupid stupid stupid stupid politic adults. Just die already. Ahhh,I don't want to be an adult.(-____-)-o So troublesome. ...

I'm okay. My head's okay.Couldn't say the same for my brain tho,I'm afraid it's already fried and turned into a pile of goo. It's not new and everyone knows it. Twitter. yeah.I'm not,tho I think I'm starting to. I HAD a Twitter account,it's just that I haven't using it a long time until today.Well,because of last night,that is. Nee-san followed (and stalked) a few favourite artists of ours and it felt real,y'noe? Like we're getting a seat on the first row of their show and see them in person. That had me going. xP But honestly,I don't think I will. I think I'll just let her get the scoop and hear it from her.Frankly,that part of reality repulses me. I felt like it crushes every little piece of my own little perfect made-up world and so I don't want to face it head-on. My own sanctuary is all I had to keep my sanity from bursting.I need it to keep me buzzed before everything's over and I can plomp dead. This...

Okay.I'm freaking out.I don't even know why. Last night I got such a nightmare I talked in my sleep and only one person does that and it definitely isn't me. I think Nee-san heard me and I think. ...I heard me too.I was pretty loud. :P Ugh. This's worse than when I freaked out from that trauma I got during my time in the hostel 4 years ago when a couple of stupid seniors decided to play a stupid prank on me by sexually assaulting me in the dorm. They were trying to pull off my freakin' pants .(T___T) Good thing I kicked them off and just in time to save my conscience too. Sadly my pants didn't survive that attack.They freakin' teared it off into two pieces .Can you imagine the situation? It was mortifying .And we were struggling on my bed .Nobody in the dorm except for us and it was after night prep . So,yeah.It got me traumatized for a while. But this..This is worse. Maybe I'm going nuts. Y'noe,that sudden moment when you just feel l...

yeah,yeah,I know it's my third post 'bout how this year's gonna end and how I freakin' don't wanna go back to that holy piece of shit school and how next year's gonna be hell but honestly,it's 4 more days to that day so I'm gonna whine and freak all I want until that freakin' hell of day alright? Thankfully,my whines and freaks usually ends no more than a minute after they starts.I change according situations,remember? The go-with-the-flow type. Tho mostly it's because I'm easily distracted. Hehe~  I was bummed when I started this post 'cause I was thinking 'bout school then as soon as my focus strayed to something else entirely,my mood changed almost immediately. Depends on the stuff,that is. And I've just read the most fluffy,heart-warming,lovey-dovey,teeth-rotting sweetness Klaine fanfics so that got me grinning non-stop and tears brimming my eyes. And there was that FB fics! omg,I seriously totally cracked up on that...

Hey guys. It's practically raining cats and dogs out there and water's rising dangerously quick to warning level at my house. It's cold. I like it. xD The best time to just wrap myself in my blankie with a hot cocoa (tho it's just milo,actually.Haha~) and read a book.^^ I'm sure Qie's doing the exact same thing right now.Minus the book part.She doesn't actually read other than comics. Usually I wake around 10 but in this kinda weather,I found myself waking up around 12. Great .My face's gonna swell up like a balloon from that. Even in the evening,it feels like 7 in the friggin' morning. The cold reminds me of Christmas songs.Not because now's Christmas season 'cause we don't celebrate this holiday. Songs like Baby,it's cold outside sung by Kurt and Blaine in Glee.I dunno the original singers and it's a duet. Nee-san and I sing this together 'cause,y'noe,it's a duet.It has to be sung by two person an...

O-kay. December's running out  and soon I won't have time as to even consider turning my way to the PC. I guess homework's not an option 'cause I discarded them as soon as holiday started anyway  but for the sake of my teacher's heart,I'd just fill whatever I can.LOL I warned them to never give homeworks on final year's holiday.Beats me. It's been a while since my last surf on the Internet.xP Anyway,we got back from KL a few days ago. Nee-san got what she came for.Most of 'em.She didn't get "Lullaby" ,the sequel of "Wake" but then,we'd get it another time. That,I'm sure.There's bound to be another time. Meanwhile,I got "True Believer" by Nicholas Sparks like I said I would, "Gone,gone,gone" , "Little Sister" by Lucy Dawson,and Pseudonymus Bosch 5th book, "You Have To Stop This" .  On the other hand,I've read both Firelight sequels, Vanish and Hidden and...