AkImA No NiKkI

Well,here's some news. I don't like people.Muzakkir's snake's dead.Nee-san is pissed at me.And there's still two days before exam AND school resumes. Other than the snake and the school,I suppose the others aren't much of a news.I mean,I've always dislike people and I make Nee-san pissed at me almost half of the time. The snake..Ah,well,Mukhlis hit it with a broom by accident and died a few hours later.Of course,Muzakkir was angry a little bit. He made Mukhlis cleaned the snake's place but I scolded him then. Didn't need to talk much,just clicked my tongue,like Dad did when he wants Muzakkir to shut up. I told him that it's just a snake and not worth getting angry at his brother for.At least he listened to me. With Muzakkir,it's like treading a fine invisible thread.You can never know what snaps him so most of the time,I keep my words to myself. After Nee-san took Mukhlis and Syamim (our lil' cuzzin,Mukhlis's age.) out to bu

Hye. Today felt good.Nee-san had me hooked up on 'Glee' and honestly,once I'm hooked,I'm hooked for life.(-w-) Tho we had addmath paper 1 today,the song "Raise Your Glass" sung by Blaine a.k.a Darren Criss keep playing in my head. Can't get it out.(^^") I wrote the lyrics that I remembered on a piece of paper.Which Kei (not real name) saw and asked me to sing it for him. I don't mind,since Kei is a good friend.It's his birthday in the next two days too so I might as well give him a head start. Muzakkir's home today. And to Dad's astonishment,he brought a snake with him.A real live snake.y'noe,a reptile that had no legs and it hisses and slithers.THAT snake. It was cute,I admit.And he can keep it if he wants to.But I ain't havin' it eating/biting/choking my cats. The snake wasn't venomous,not to humans,at least. Dad had me researched it.It's scientific name is Chrysopelea and it's the kind that flies.

Yeah,yeah,it's the same thing all over again. Aku da penat l yn mkhluk2 yg dipnggil mnusia nih.Asal diorg x phm yg mamat tu dgn aq da lame break? Nk kata aku x tegur,nak bebuih da mulut aku ni. Hari2 duk ulang bende same je. It's like they're BLIND to the fact that he and I have broke up. Huh,and they call themselves MY friend.Aku tau,mgkin salah aku jgk sbb pndai sgt gi ckp kt diorg.I dunno,I thought MAYBE they'd understand. One of the many reasons I HATE this friggin' place and the people in it. Aku paham,it's a joke . Bukannye aku xleh nak joke ke ape tpi panggil name die brulang2 kali dpn muka aku mmg rude gile. Ni da lebih. Wahai manusia2 sekalian,korg tau tak aku ni spesies korg? Sepelik manapun aku, sejarang manapun korg tgok aku berekspresi ,aku MASIH sorg manusia. Sorg mkhluk Allah yg,walaupun sikit, ADE perasaan. Bukannye aku xde mintk korg berenti pnggil aku dgn name dia.Korg nak aku melutut ats tanah dan merayu kt kaki korg sup

Ah,people,we meet again. (of course,where else?!) Exam's two days away and I really, shouldn't have time for updating my blog but,well,I was doing homework so why not? LOL~ My classmates and I have been receiving prank calls and texts from the same person lately. It pissed me off . His texts are really stupidly irritatingly fucking annoying ,it annoys me so much I could just reply them with cursing words on my own. But then I thought better of it and leave it as it is.Because I thought of the credits it would cost me and how I'm gonna need it for my Qie and Wa. I'd love to find the guy and smash his phone with his head .Then I'd go for his resource who provided him access to our numbers. Then again,as I'd said before,I didn't have much leisure to do that. *sigh* I vented my anger with Qie at the end of the line. Of course,seeing she is my "daughter" and the mysterious telepathical bond we shared,she would feel pissed no less than I di

Hello people! xD I'm in a very super duper good mood lately,even with final exam's 'round the corner.xP Why?  Because Qie and Wa have been contacting me a lot lately! It was on one nite when I suddenly received Qie's message.And right when my mind flashed her name,too! LOLLL~~!! xDD Since then,we've been contacting each other on regular basis now~ x33 Now that I think of it,we haven't contacted each other at all this year.(=^=") But one sad news. Wa have got herself a BOYFRIEND .(O______o) *shock* Well,if I say I don't mind that's OBVIOUSLY a lie 'cause I DO mind. Tho Azer and Qie have assured me that the guy is nice and all,I couldn't bring myself to trust it. *sigh*  As long as she's happy and nothing bad happens to her,I guess that's the best I could hope for.  Besides,Qie's there and I relied on her to watch out for her "mother" . That made me feel better.Because Qie's twices violent than I a

Ahhhhhhh~~~~ My daily life is so boring .(=^=) Minus the new things we learn at school, everything is boring . I want a good tour to a good bookstore for a good book.Scratch that,I need a good tour to a good bookstore for a good book. At least,it could get me away from the world for a while.(-^-) *siggghhhhh* Since my beloved songs are gone ,my head seems to think about useless stuffs! The books at home kept me calm for a while but it doesn't work cause I already knew the plot and all. *sighh* I wanna watch animes.A good 'ol fluffy heartwarming cute anime.Like One Piece movies or Bleach movies or FMA movies or anything that could distract me. Broadband lines are slow,it's impossible to watch it on9 when I couldn't even open the Youtube vids. AHHHHHHH WHERE'S HOMEWORK WHEN YOU NEED THEM?! (>0<)/ Maybe I can do revision.Exam's 'round the corner anyway.(It's not "can" ,it's "should" you idiot.) Bah. Sir said t

This is the second time this month I cried. I've been crying a lot lately,is it puberty?? Hahaha~ Well,I suppose it's normal.. I miss Wa and Qie and my guys. Wa and Qie especially . I write diaries,though not so often.I try my best to keep it up-to-date. Writing is a way for me to remember . The same way drawing is.Sometimes I draw incidents that I want to remember so that I won't forget.Like a picture. A photo. Sometimes it's just my wishes. When I read back that green diary Wa and Qie had bought for me 4 years ago,I couldn't help but cry. I've gotten the hang of crying alone now. It hurts,as usual,but it doesn't matter.I just want to cry,that's all. The happy memories,with Wa and Qie made me thought of them.I couldn't bother them now ,in the middle of the night. I knew how Qie's temper when disturbed from her sleep and Wa never keeps her phone near her when she goes to bed. Even after 4 years,I remember their habits as