pathetic.
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I've gotten used to say goodbye and not expecting a reply. Isn't that pathetic? Gotten used to being dismissed with just a word or a sentence or even a flick of the head. I'm tired of being the backup plan. I don't want to wait,because I'm done waiting. I had wasted 9 years of my stupid life waiting for a jerk that later betrayed me and broke everything I had on relationships. Confidence. Affections. Love. All of which I am still struggling to recover. Bit by bit.